Was at Tia’s this afternoon and we were surfing wikimapia ( which btw has become a favorite past time of mine lately 
) and i couldnt help but sit back and go ‘DAMN! we are such a speck in the bigger scale of things and all that we are concerned about is ourselves and our own problems – “Its all a conspiracy!”, “Why me ?”, “Make the pain stop!”, “God are you listening?” is what we keep saying once more.
Fact is that there might be no god.
Fact is that there is no conspiracy and nobody is in charge.
Fact is that you and i are a headless blunder operating under the illusion of a master plan called LIFE. There is no GOD! but there are those who pretend to be god by defying the laws of existence that put them here in the first place.
Fact is that, the worlds oldest profession is not prostitution, its ‘playing god’
We are all a part of the system … I draw a box, you walk a beat, then you draw a box and i walk a beat, so on – so forth. It’s boring and unexciting but the only way we are going to get through this is to keep it simple – keep our heads low and see whats in front of us. Trust me, forget the big picture – life is too complicated.
It’s all a mistake – a pathetic mistake. We are a pointless existence of organisms that have been forgotten in a maze and we struggle to sustain ourselves and find a way out. There is no way out and nobody is watching. God is an unplugged surveillance camera that’s stares at you blank whilst you and I spend countless hours worshipping it as the face of hope and supremeness. Cartesian co-ordinates!!! thats what we are – a bunch of points in three dimensional space. Calculated once and then forgotten.
Fuck the morals… Fuck the respect…Disrespect the system if that’s what makes you happy. Take what you can, entertain yourself while you are stuck here. Nobody is watching and nobody gives a rats ass.
These prayers of ours are like unposted entries in a blog that you write but never publish. All you get is a strange sense of comfort in pretending that he/she who matters will read it soon one day.
